To Blog or Not To Blog

Boy I haven't blogged in forever. I just haven't felt it. Not too much to share really. Working mostly on my body.. unhinging the thoracic outlet syndrome with physical therapy three times a week, working out at the dojo. Had a little meltdown last night with the dojo stuff.. but I'm probably just a bit sensitive because I'm working so hard and the black belt that was testing me is known for being really rough. I haven't tested in over 4 years and am trying to get into my groove and this guy is just knit picking me to death (in my opinion).... trying to get past it with a a few tears and deep breaths. I don't know if it's a matter of age or a matter of injuries or the medications that I'm still on... but damn it, I don't like feeling weepy. Thought I had thicker skin than this!! My wonderful husband wants to slam the guy since he's a black belt too, but he can't and shouldn't for that matter. He just wants to protect me and I appreciate that. I found out a few minutes ago that I wasn't the only one that this guy made cry last night, so at least I don't feel like it was totally unfounded... anyway, I'll get over it in a few days... I just don't want to hate going to classes.. I was getting really excited about being back in martial arts, I don't want this to change it for me.

So that's what I'm doing.. work, PT, martial arts.. oh.. gardening too. The summer garden is pretty much gone even though the weather is still very warm but it's time to replant. We're going to begin planting broccoli and have already planted artichokes and replant some lettuces and carrots and not sure what else.

Back to blog with something interesting :)